Yes, now I am allowing myself to be angry
I am angry for the delicious lies
For all the fucking disappointment served cold
I am pissed at my naivete, my expression of weakness
Waiting and waiting, just wasting my time for unappetizing narcissism 
But dishonesty defines the boundaries, and I partake in this sin too
I am guilty of not knowing how to do this
I am guilty of being stupid, poor me (go ahead and laugh)
So fuck you for your dishonesty

I am certain the greed will hurt for awhile – I deserve all of it

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