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Perso in Te…
I didn’t hide from you… Even when I was fading to darkness Though you never chose me I kept choosing you Even when you stopped smiling Even when kindness turned to something less When the you that I loved Became the you that you really are I didn’t hide from you… You are gone But, with every loss comes reinvention A new evolving reflection, born I am more than I am today I am more than I will be tomorrow With time, memories will sting less My heart will soften from hard lessons Your name will be far from lips This journey It's nothing new to a woman like me I lost myself in you And, you lost something wonderful... C/F
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Non Proprio Una Favola…
I saw more in your eyes
Than any woman ever will
I feel more pain in your silence
Than any woman ever should
And still, you are with me
And that truth
You must bear too
I would have crossed the line for you
Traversed an ocean for you
Done anything you wanted
Without taking an iota from your world
Nevertheless, with each day that passes
I pay a price, for caring out loud
I have only known the worst of you
When, I am the one
Who believes in a story
That could have been the best of you
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Pensieri Romantici…
Today I read a line, “when the time is right, let’s meet again for the first time.” The words were accompanied by a photo of a golden lit winding road. The romantic nature of this sentiment was almost too much to bear. To be prepared to walk alone. To wait for actions alone. To have faith in the future.
How is it that the human condition allows us to move in life, with embers of affection still sparking? And, what gives us the strength to keep that level of hope alive? Is it possible that love proves our existence, and is the heart’s strength a gift? To acknowledge love is one of the greatest things we can do on this earth; you can actually feel how it doesn’t just propel you to move physically through life, but also, how it drives us to a full existence.
-C/F 27FEB23
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Trovami…
In the shade of the night
With the energy of the stars
And, with the light of the moon
You will find me…
… Sempre
You may never have had faith in me
But, I unceasingly believe in you
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Senza mai una risposta…
Today was a big day in my life A day I won't ever forget And I looked for you But, you are not here to share this with me My heart is heavy...
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Under the Sake Tree…
Head on your shoulder
Exhaustion in my heart
Silence spilled from my lips
As I sat besides you under the sake tree
Just 18 years old
In a place I had never been
In a space that was unfamiliar
A broken heart on the mend
From the one who said he loved me, then sailed across the sea
And the one who kissed me on the golf course
Lifting me from loneliness
Then, drove away
Leaving me to face judgment, alone
Then there you were
Your eyes told me you cared deeply
Yet you never took anything from me
You built me up
From all the broken pieces
And, never crossed the line
Because of you
I learned I could be loved and not abandoned.
It was beautiful, and confusing, and exactly what I needed
And as you moved on
I told you “if you’re not married by 30, marry me”
It was my all of my heart
It was more than a simple “I love you too”
Always and forever
Katie
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Crash Atterrando…
To miss you, Is confusing Wanting your happiness, Knowing I am the cost A madness, A strength A sadness, A longing To find you I can only reach within me Knowing not your hand Knowing not your heart But, in knowing mine -CF
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Il Prezzo dell’onestà…
The sun he gave me faded with silence and indifference. Never once did he leave me with hope that I flowed through his veins. Never once have I had peace in me, since the day he asked me not to say the words…
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Un Giorno Con Te…
With each dawn I shall wake But, I will not let my mind wander to you Even as another Spring passes And the seasons tell a tale of how once upon a time you found me I will keep waking And, with each day My name will be more distant from your tongue So your temper may fade away Between sunrise and sunset I will reach for all the reasons why I travelled this far To see I am in not in your thoughts And, in the silence of each morning I will hear that my name is not a lyric in the song you sing...
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Tutte Le Cose Svaniscono…
Confess to the wind Let it carry your words far Feel deserved peace Allow air to fill your lungs with the love you have within Let your burden fade away...